Tuesday, June 13, 2006
rawr! to everyone out there: GO AND WATCH
DEVIL BESIDE YOU (: HONESTLY ITS REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY VERY VERY NICE! SO GO AND WATCH (: its damn addictive! REALLY (:
lalala okay. i went on a cd spree on sunday. and i got scolded by my mom -.- she was like HUH so many cds? my budget for you is $100. you go and calculate and choose which cds you want. -.- i exceeded by $27. rawr ): nevermind! i FINALLY found all american rejects' cd and busted's other cd! LIKEFINALLY! WOOOO (:
hahahahah my father's damn funny. cos me and my bro slept damn late last night, when we were supposed to sleep at 1230. AGAIN. then at 1 yesterday, my mom told my father to tel us to go and sleep when he comes up to the attic. HAHAH THEN HE DIDNT. so my mom was like saying she'll go and scold him x) THEN hahahah my father told my mom that she shld let us sleep later. since its the school hols. HAHAHAHAHHAHA SO SHE WAS LIKE. OKAY YOU ALL CAN SLEEP AT 2. LATEST -.- better than before lah (:
i like ryan cabrera (: i thought he was some old guy. and he looks kind of funky (: HAHAHAHHA! i like delta goodrem (: her songs are nice too! i was looking at the all american rejects cd. then you know inside cd albums, they have that little book with lyrics? all american rejects cd lyrics portion is damn gay. that part is totally ALMOST ILLEGIBLE. i was like O.O ahahaha okay nevermind. im talking crap (:
erm! im quite looking forward to this week's ballet. i wanna attend the pre-el class again! honestly i miss pre-el ): although the music and all is a bit disgusting, but nonetheless! (: GRADE SIX MUSIC WAS DAMN NICE! THE DANCE AND ALL ALSO DAMN NICE. I LOVED GRADE SIX CHARACTER! AND CLASSICAL DANCE! OHMYGOSHHHHH! (: i still can remember!!! AHHHHH! and i still remember our grade four dance (: I LOVED THE CLASSICAL DANCE (: and and and another grade's character dance. i think it was grade three! HAHAHAH I HATED STAMPING MY FEET. HAHAHAHAHAH COS WHEN I STAMP MY FEET, I ALWAYS CANNOT MAKE ANY SOUND XD lalalala! memories (:
nevermind, i dont think starting on elementary is a very bad thing. but i think it'll be difficult. i hope the examiner will like be more merciful and take pity on us ): i hope i pass pre-el! honestly i want my honours really badly ): if i see commended, although i think i know im quite prepared, i know i'll still be very very disappointed with myself. maybe i could have done better that day. somehow i think i didnt dance very well that day. somehow i think i deteriorated alot this year. i dont know, i just have this feeling. like im not living up to my own expectations enough. rah ):
bianca's coming back today (: someone's gonna be dang happy. i bet (: HAHAHA. but im not sure what time she'll be be back! honestly i really feel like going out. we've only gone out once this holiday. and i think thats like kind of pathetic -.- really lah. and its already the third week. damn it ): one more week left only. and i havent even started on any piece of homework. there's literary circle. dammit. geography sia? i dont even know what that is about. nor can i remember mr lim talking to us about it. and OM REPORT. damn that om. the process was fun, but i hate doing reports. why cant we just like get it over and done with on term two. whats with this bloody report. like there's a use. if we really learnt something, and sincerely want it to remain in our minds, it'll stay there right. doing reports... what are they for? dont see any reason why we should do them. unless they're trying to prepare us for the future -.-
neither do i see a reason why we study some subjects in school for. honestly lah. apart from the two languages and math, i dont see a reason why the other subjects should be graded. its just like putting unnecessary pressure on us. like please, we're only kids. we deserve our own fair share of fun too. whats with all this whole pile of homework and workload. GRAH. the only reason what keeps me going to school is my friends, and perhaps my mom. because i wanna be like her, i wanna work and earn my own money. im not someone who likes to rely on other people. even my closest friends, i hide some things from them. those things are things that i, most of the time, am unable to say. either because i dont know how to express it in words, or maybe because i might have tried to convey the message to them before but they never got it so i gave up? whatever. doesnt matter.
i ask alot of questions. like yesterday. hahahah. i think i was a bit evil. like carrying on imposing questions over and over again. but i couldn't help it. when there was so much i wanted to know. i took my stand, you took urs. i accept the way you think because everyone's definition of that is different, right? (:
OKAY. enough crap rantings! BYEBYE (:
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